
I'm Not Everything I Want to Be(2024)
The story of the photographer Libuše Jarcovjáková
After the Soviet invasion of Czechoslovakia in 1968, Libuše Jarcovjáková, a young female photographer, strives to break free from the constraints of Czechoslovak normalization and embarks on a wild journey towards freedom, capturing her experiences on thousands of subjective photographs.



Movie: I'm Not Everything I Want to Be
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