

My Depression (The Up and Down and Up of It)(2014)
Life is not bad when I'm not feeling sad.
Based on Elizabeth Swados’ picture book of the same name, this animated short film charts one woman's struggle with depression.

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Blonde Ponytail Girl (voice)
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