Notes on Vanishing(2026)
Forcing myself to ask an unspeakable question: should trans people make ourselves disappear?
Moving image artist Lily Alexandre forces herself to ask an unspeakable question: should trans people make ourselves disappear?
Movie: Notes on Vanishing
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